me and my stories.

i’m so glad its friday. even though i have to work through the bloody weekend, and even on monday.

screw that.

i am just glad it’s a friday!

this week was one of those bad weeks which took forever to come to an end. Every single day was disgustingly awful. there HAD to be something that didn’t turn out right. whether it was work or play or just people being a complete bitch or a total a-hole.

really tested my patience.

anyway, tomoro is ‘let go’ day. i’m working all day in the morning and at night i will be out with the best guy in the world. Tomorrow i shall be free, i shall be happy, and i shall paint the town red with my nonsense.

have a great LONG weekend everyone!

sabs

today was just one of those awful days. not only for me but for some pple i knew as well.

the party was cancelled. quite disappointed cos in the end, we barely had customers. maybe a few tables but we could have just closed for the night and have our merry-making session. i just wanted to see familiar faces and be happy again.

work was alright. just bummed about financial expenses.

one more thing, to that silly someone, i have a few things to say…

I have never asked for anything from you. All i wanted was for a person to just take me seriously and be honest with me. You’re such a disappointment. I don’t wanna see you, let alone talk to you ever again. I don’t know you, i have never known you and you have never ever existed.

it takes a lot to have me even think of such things, but congratulations, you’re the first person who managed to make me feel so strongly about it. At the same time, i just hope you won’t do the same things that you did to me, to anyone else.

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this week will be such a busy work week.

friday 28th.

i’m just waiting for friday 28th.

sabrina

Hello, it’s me.
I’ve thought about us for a long, long time
Maybe I think too much but something’s wrong
There’s something here that doesn’t last too long
Maybe I shouldn’t think of you as mine

Seeing you
Or seeing anything as much as I do you
I take for granted that you’re always there
I take for granted that you just don’t care
Sometimes I can’t help seeing all the way through

It’s important to me
That you know you are free
‘Cause I never want to make you change for me

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reached home pretty late today due to lotsa work stuff. been a long day but pretty fun one. I had todd rundgren playing in my head all morning.

news was okay today. and the music playlists were better. i had fun during my shift. elliott co-hosted with me for a bit. he was great.

that was in the later part of the afternoon.

the morning was spent all grumbles. it wasn’t just me alone. and it wasn’t the monday blues. seems like almost everyone i knew had pretty much a screwed up weekend.

-sab-

MAY BABIES…

• Stubborn and hard-hearted.
• Strong-willed and
  highly motivated.
• Sharp thoughts.
• Easily angered.
  Attracts others and loves attention.
• Deep feelings.
• Beautiful physically and mentally.
• Firm Standpoint.
• Needs no motivation.
• Shy towards oppisite sex.
• Easily consoled.
• Systematic (left brain).
• Loves to dream.
• Strong clairvoyance.
• Understanding.
• Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
• Good imagination.
• Good physical.
• Weak breathing.
• Loves literature and the arts.
• Loves traveling.
• Dislike being at home.
• Restless.
• Not having many children.
• Hardworking.
• High spirited.

how true.

-sabs-

i went to work at TCD this morning all lazy. I was really tired, having left my brain at MOS on friday night. And even though Saturday was spent all day at home cooking and doing other useless stuff like planning what to wear to work this week, i was still tired. It’s 8.18 now on a Sunday evening and I’m still tired.

can i blame it all on PMS?

Tiesto was fun. I went mental for a while. As in crazy mental. the rest of the night was more of like a ‘high’ mental. Oh well, just try to understand.

Parents are out of town again. At the worst possible time.

And they are showing The Mummy movie right now!! I wanna go Eygpt and ride camels and cover myself up in those see through veils. Then i’ll ride over the sands exploring the vast desert. I’ll chance upon the pyramids…and maybe bump into a hottie like brendan fraser who will sweep me off my feet.

see, i told you i was tired.

and now back to the Mummy movie.

-sabs-

yesterday i spent the whole night ( and morning) with faye. We had a fun time celebrating her birthday. First it was Spinelli’s, then Ice Cold Beer, then Indochine, then an attempt to get to Obar but we settled with Chijmes.

She introduced me to a couple of her friends….funny guys!

I had a great time, thanks doll.

and tonight I’m going to paint the town red.

Watch out here i come.

-sabs-

yesterday i spent the whole night ( and morning) with faye. We had a fun time celebrating her birthday. First it was Spinelli’s, then Ice Cold Beer, then Indochine, then an attempt to get to Obar but we settled with Chijmes.

She introduced me to a couple of her friends….funny guys!

I had a great time, thanks doll.

and tonight I’m going to paint the town red.

Watch out here i come.

-sabs-

today i walked home from bukit timah’s serene centre. maybe not all the way but i walked down the stretch till nearby king albert park. it was fun. i was with adrian and as usual we were just trying to burn the calories after two scoops of island kahlua and chocolate ice cream, one mud pie and baked alaska. i swear we will grow fat around each other.

the walk home was rather funny. lotsa bad stuff happened along the way. strange very very wierd things.

but it was an alright wednesday…so to say.

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let’s not talk about work here.

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tomorrow i might be at BFC. friday might see me at MOS for tiesto. and next week, Attica! :)  partaaaaaaay.

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i just wanna have fun, and don’t think about anything and pretend i don’t know anyone anymore.

-sabs-

today i was surrounded by the people who knew me best.

but i still felt terribly alone.

and when you’re lonely, they say you should go to the record store to find your "friends".

i went into my room instead. i saw all the "friends" i’ve introduced into my life all these years. One of them really caught my eye.

And when Suede sang their sad songs, i started to cry.

-sabs-

i am in love with kelly clarkson. Gemma Hayes comes close, and so does Go Team, but i don’t know why Miss Clarkson does it for me. especially now.

anyway,

today i retorted back rudely to the customer service lady at…..some place, after she hit me with an extremely ‘atas’ remark. I don’t know why i had to just get back at her but she kinda deserved it. don’t u just hate it when u ask a  simple question and that person just doesn’t answer it straight to the point? and even when they do, they add another few lines to it, to make them sound…more knowledgeable? Know it all?

whatever the case was, i was already pissed off with the way another guy had pushed me around.And now i had to face some silly attitude from a customer service person like her?? Obviously i exploded in her face. Lucky for me i had a group of 4 ahlians behind me who kaypoh-ed a bit and also brought up the same subject matter.

but by that time i was just too mad and i had left.

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you guys probably don’t understand a single word here. hahahaa.

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anyway, this is the first time i have stayed home on a friday night. sigh. i called everyone but no one answered my call. It was just me, and Vanilla latte at spinelli’s today for a record of two hours. gene talked to me for quite a while…. but then otehr than that i spent the whole entire evening watching the gay guys sashay in front of me at heeren.

life is a whole lot of fun.

-sabs-