me and my stories.

( self declaration of a total glutton, RIGHT HERE. I won’t mind if you’re not bothered. You can go back to the Yahoo or Googles site you came from, and type in more interesting topics like " Taylor Idol Winner!!!" or "Da Vinci Secrets" or even better, "X Men Spoilers". You get the drift. )

so anyway, ten things i ate today…

1.  arabian dark chocolates

2. stuffed dates with almonds.

3. morrocan lamb pie

4. pavlova with strawberry and kiwi DRENCHED in orange sauce.

5. crisy japanese seaweed, ORIGINAL flavour.

6. walnut toast with butter

7. one whole bar of fruit and nut chocolate

8. malay chicken pau - homemade, the chicken was covered in sweet soya sauce style.

9. beef goulash

and finally…

10. tom yum soup.

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Seem like today i tried food from all over the world huh. Different types of "cuisines", hahaha! I am pmsing. I’ll leave it to that reason.

hmm. friday. no plans as yet.

sabrina

i had a great birthday.

sunday was a long day but it ended really well. Becky, DanLin and Razak gave me a surprise when i came back for my work shift later that evening. I had balloons, a new bag, a cake and bear hugs from them. It was so great i really got teary eyed. It didn’t help that DanLin was going to leave us for London as well, so it was just a whole lot of emotional thing going on. We had a bit of bubbly too, towards the end. I felt so so so thankful to God for having great people like them around me in life.

Adrian and I went out today to watch a movie. We watched over the hedge, laughed a bit and met up with my sister later. Thanks for spending my birthday with moi.

Thank you’s to all the friends:

- TCD team, you guys are the best! Will miss DL. Raz & Becky thank you so so much for your efforts. You got me teary eyed.

- 913 peeps, yes i am now in the same pathetic stage as one of you… but it’s okayyyyy.

- adrian st clair, "STELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" hahaha. thanks for being a good friend. You’ve been the target of my recent bitchy side and i apologise big time. i’m happy it was you i spent my birthday with today.

- steph, *BIG HUGGGGG* the way you like it.

- suzanna my old friend who remembered, thank you.

- jimmi, i haven’t heard from you for AGES! omg omg omg.

- aaron wong - the original mat, pastamania?

- gene, thank you and WHERE are you?

- kai, hope we’ll meet up soon, i know i’m busy.

- jeremy, thanks a lot for being such a dear, always so motivating and happy,

- marie - saturday night partayyyyyyy!

- lotsa lotsa others whom i might have missed out. i’m sorry but i’m trying to remember but i can’t seem to. Goldfish memory. Comes with the age? i hope not.

and finally, boy’s mum who called me and made me cry over the phone. I missed you too, more than you’ll ever know. thank you for calling and singing me a song and happy happy birthday to you! it’s midnight now, may 23rd!!  it’s your birthday!

i think this year’s birthday was ever so special. i feel so so lucky.

sabrina

some things in life are pretty wierd. i heard from someone i didn’t think i’d ever speak to again, just a few days ago and our friendship mended…somehow. There was a part of me that was a bit sore and just wanted to tear this person’s head off, but i realise that being evil doens’t get you anywhere. ahaha.

i surprise myself all the time.

i hope my friend farhana is doing well. I’m worried about her and i wish her all the best. I’m also worried about that girl in Virginia who’s trying to bring up her baby on her own. I’m worried about another friend who broke up with his gf, i’m worried about my ex who seems to fall sick ever so often nowadays. I worry about my hamster and why she doesn’t like to play with me nowadays. I’m worried Adrian St Clair would get mad at me again and think i’ve turned high and mighty.

i’m crazy.

three more days before i turn 23. i’m freaking out because i wanna live a year younger each time i celebrate. I wanted to hold a party for my birthday this year but i felt it wasn’t appropriate. I don’t know. I’ll do the same thing i do every year, and that’s to stay home.

and of course be careful with my wallet. Last year i dropped it at Coco Latte and i lost everything i had that meant the world. My cards, my money, my IC but most importantly, his beautiful photo.

sabrina

i’ve found a way to make you
i’ve found a way
a way to make you smile

i read bad poetry
into your machine
i save your messages
just to hear your voice
you always listen carefully
to awkwards rhymes
you always say your name
like i woulden’t know it’s you
at your most beautiful

i’ve found a way to make you
i’ve found a way
a way to make you smile

at my most beautiful
i count your eyelashes secretly
with every one whisper i love you
i let you sleep
i know you’re closed eye watching me
listening
i thought i saw a smile

i’ve found a way to make you
i’ve found a way
a way to make you smile.

dinner with TCD team was great. it felt like one big happy family. maybe it was because jenny was there. its very rare that the big boss and the whole team sits down together so today was somewhat personal. As much as i am not actively involved with that place anymore, it just felt really nice to be around familiar people. oh well.

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on another note, have my attituyde changed so much? am i really worse now than before because someone just made me think i am. sigh.

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tomorrow will be yet another 24 hour work day. my feet are so tired and i’m just really knackered for some reason but i can’t sleep. And because of that i’m gong to be even more crankier tomorrow. Sigh.

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i need a fan in my room. It’s getting too hot.

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and its time i get back to work.

sabs

Good news….i’ve been up to a lot of things lately. Guess work’s taking a whole lot of my time, and having two jobs sometimes can be really hard, but i’m glad for those crazy days anyway.

Showed someone my ugly side yesterday at work. Actually showed ugly side to two others. Sigh. The childish and very selfish, uncompromising bitch side which i try very hard to keep under wraps hahaa.

and what did you say? "A hungry man is an angry man" sorry sorry my dear friend. I feel bad enough that you had to see me like that.I shouldn’t have done so but i guess we’re all very cranky lately.

anyway,

tomorrow is mother’s day. happy mother’s day to my own mummy and also to my friends who have become Mums. Azrina, it’s your first mother’s day… We’ll celebrate when i get my butt in the States in August okayyyyy. I can’t wait to hold Aydin!!!

all of you have fun now…it is after all, a long weekend.

sabs