me and my stories.

i woke up rubbing my eyes earlier, and to the sounds of an annoying teenager laughing as he sped past my hdb flat. mental note here - never ever live beside a main road, and even if you have no choice, live at least 10 floors and above. cos that would also mean no mozzies.

apparently i had fallen asleep after my conversation with my babe, contact lens and all. tried to get back to slumberland but i couldn’t so here i am.

firstly, HEY GRETAAAAA.

shoutouts to you girl. know we haven’t really kept in touch but yes, the power of the internet will settle that ( for now). i’ve been reading your blog. work has been great, as always, *ahem* and details will come to you in the form of a personal email. haha. btw, Jason from FIRST asks how you are and calls you the free-spirited hippie chick. Hope you are doing well in London, love. 

on another note:

i had a couseling session today. It was great fun being a guinea pig, well i tried my best to help a friend ouy but in the end, it was the students who helped me out. You see, opening up and talking about something so close to the heart, hurts. It hurts because i’m not used to it. But it was an eye opener and a new experience for me. It was quite interesting and i’m glad i agreeed to it. a thousand points for me!!!

its also the fourth day of ramadhan. how quick. the honeybuns and i have been gorging on ramly burgers and dendeng - halal bak qwa in other words and the major consumption of food worries me.

Only because Jill’s wedding is in 15 days time! Must cut down to fit into cheongsam.

finally, i found out today that one of my close friends might not come back from US. I’m disappointed but i realise its a life she chose, and its a different phase of life that she’s in. I just want to see her, and i think in my head i’m quite in denial of the fact that she’s married with a kid and all. Maybe all i want, is to see her and spend time the way we did when she was still back here, Zipping around chinatown and eating steamed fish, karaoke-ing or just sitting at the top of bras basah complex, watching the cancer sticks burn.

all that in the past which i know should remain in the past. I just don’t understand why i keep thinking about it.

sabs

woke up at 8.15 to the voice of my hunny buns.and in half an hour we were gorging down hotcakes at KAP.

I LOVE MY BABY!!!!!

(and you still love me even though i’m such a grouch in the morning)

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on another note, i went to a birthday party yesterday for hagit’s daughter Amit. Her kids are soooo beautiful. And the party was amazing. It was quite scary for a while, all the little people around you, but thank goodness they had a clown keeping them busy with games and such.

elsheikh afterwards was just as fun. It was me, my baby and becks. cushions on the floor never felt so good man. after that, WJ joined us. he’s quite goodlooking and he had a very nice polo top on. he only stayed for a while though, and then hagit and her husband came.

pretty much sounded like a great evening out.

and today will just be R n R. rest and relax.

sabby 

15th of october and pretty much a week to the start of fasting month. This next week will past by prety quickly, especially with me busy with work pretty much everyday of the week.

i just came back from el-sheikh with my hunny. I lvoe arab street!!! I love shisha, i love lebanese food, and i simply just love the fact that i can sit on the floor with everyone else’s pillows.

of course, the excellent company helped.

i got mistaken as my baby’s younger sister today. BY THE CHEF!!!

i also had my first fitting today at Sam’s. My gosh, tailored clothes can be such a gem. The wedding is one month away and i have that short time to lose all that weight. I still haven’t really decided on the music as yet, i have downloaded a comprehensive list in fact, and chosen a few but it boggles me, because the songs have to fit the mood.

And this pc can be so damn slowwwww. download until tomorrow also no point sia. must go to my darling’s house and use his pc. At least that would also mean a better use for the 200 gb external hard drive.

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plans for weekend:

a trip to MMI and for a seminar.  a birthday bash at hagit’s and also will include another trip to el-sheikh with baby and becky for dinner. sunday will be radio in the morning and hush hush in the evening.

and next weekend!!!

bbq at sonia’s and a trip down to hougang for baby shakir’s bdae!!!

wow. what a busy busy girl i am!

love love,sabby.

hello you.

i can’t sleep so i have decided to spend some time fiddling on the computer.

i was a bit upset earlier in the day, but like my darling says, nothing could be done. Sometimes i just wish i won’t be kept in the dark ever so often, and even though not knowing may be the best thing at times, it just gives you that sucky feeling.

in other words, that " what the **** is gg on?!" feeling.

I hate walking around with a giant question mark bubble in my head. Lucky for me, my honey was really paitient with me and he tried soooo hard to make me smile again. It completely worked of course. Besides, i felt bad showing him this negative side of me that he had to deal with. It’s just not fair to the other person, obviously.

sigh. anyone who reads this would know by now that i love you so sooo much. I’m the luckiest girl in the world to have you, you have no idea.

oh, i’m going back to school again. By the end of the year, i hope.

and i hate to admit this, but i actually miss my mum.

sabby.

i’m done with the morning radio shift. It was great, having to wake up early and then listen to the morning jocks give out breakfast to every unsuspecting listener, except for moi.

last week, me, my baby, my bro and the two sisters went off to comex. I believe it was a thursday. we spent a lot of money… my and my siblings spent a total of a thousand bucks, and my baby spent 100 bucks on speakers. see the difference? That’s why i should hang out with him more. He makes me save more so that i can afford more shoes. ehehehee.

I spent the Saturday at his place, meeting his family. There was an unfortunate twist of events, which saw us run around a little bit more than expected, but everything turned out alright in the end. *phew*

Sunday saw us back at the Comex, the "war-zone" as classified by my new friend Melvin. It was indeed really crazy. Lucky for me i had my 3 inch clogs. I know for sure, i killed a few pple’s toes during the two hours that i was there.

then the new week started, i took time off from work to spend quality time with my loved one. i was in this huge love bubble for two days.

but all that ends today. back to the real world again tomorrow.

sabby.

ps: poor steve irwin. he’s not the most loved person but he was so young.