17 more days to good vibrations concert.
me, zak, fiq, kd, sonia perhaps mus…can’t wait to boogie down with you guys!
oh, and i didn’t know…
fall out boy’s having a concert in singapore - 3rd march 2007
the tix at $75.
sabby
i’ve been listening to a lot of old stuff recently, thanks to my sister who updates her ipod regularly. it’s amazing, i forget that we even had the cds to these artists until i hear the song playing.
its just makes me smile. for some reason. The good old days where i use to bring home cds to burn and return them back, the excitement of waiting for a cd, the anticipation of a new release. It might sound a bit duh to some of you, but it was pretty much my life back when i was 17.
things change huh.
had a talk with a friend yesterday on why i changed paths. She found this pretty much a drastic change to the person i was before. She mentioned ( and here, i repeat her words) that i was "the girl crazy about bands and stuff" . And then she went into her philosophy mode saying things like how life for me was a record player. And i move in circles, but it plays a different track each time.
And it did make me think for a while, cos yeah. For a while, life was like that. It was a routine, but it was a good one because i really liked everything that came my way. 
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on another note, school has been GREAT. i love it. I love the fact that i get to learn new things, and use my hands for all the practicals. Some parts are tough because i don’t have a memory like an elephant. Ha! That’s where the good friends and teacher comes in. Ms Pam is so funny, she makes studying such a breeze.
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and i met my bf yesterday! Finally after one week. I was suppose to meet sonia but she let me spend some time with my honey instead. So lovely right. Anyway, all i could think about was giving my sweetie pie the tightest hug in the world. Sometimes thats all i need - to know that he’s physically there. i can talk to him on the phone all night but it won’t be complete without a hug.
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and today its back to work. The off day has come and gone.
sabby
i am so so so so so tired and irritable today.
i couldn’t sleep ( again ) and only manage to drift off at 4 freaking am.
every single night its 4am, whats wrong with me.
and i spend, three hours doing nothing, most of the times, reading, revising, and tossing and turning.
my body hurts, i need someone to pamper me and give me a hug.
i’m so pmsinggggggggg, its dirving me nuts too.
i neeed a break now.
i want an off day when i don’t have to think about work, or homework.
when i can sleep 10 hours and know that my body won’t be sore from the bad posture, or worse suffer from the stiff neck.
i want an off day for me to just sit back and hang out with my friends or even my bf.
i don’t get to see anyone anymore.
this sucks.
sabrina
being online at this time of the morning on the 27th of the month just means one thing.
dbs i-banking.
its that time of the month when the money goes out as quickly as it comes in.
and giro is amazing.
its makes the decimal point in your salary jump ( if not one, a few) notches backwards.
-sabby-
can’t sleep so i went back to the old skool www.np.edu.sg
i just found out that NP now offers a bachelor of science in early childhood education which includes their summer immersion programme in boston. It’s new, yes and the pre-requisites is obviously their own dip in ece.
hmm.
and look! yet another new psychology course. Guess now more people would be ra-raing about studying psychology.
and it does allow you to have exemptions for quite a lot of uni’s.
NUS, NTU, SMU, JCU, Monash, Flinders - only for specuial education. our own NIE’s Dip in Special Ed, and of course, NP’s Dip in Special Education.
waaaa.
keidi, don’t worry about competition. You’re by far the HOTTEST, SEXIEST, GORGEOUS and BIG-HEARTED special ed teacher in the world.
i’m saying that only cos i’ve known you since we wore polka dotted uniforms and gyrated madly on the dance floor. ( those are two SEPARATE incidents, btw)
heh.
man, i’m sooo bored. why isn’t this drowsy medication working?!??
sabby
i’m sitting in my dad’s study and using the com. And i was bored so i clicked on Windows Media Player to check out the songs…
and i found some stuff that i use to play when i was still with WorldSpace.
OAR, Kasabian, Living Dead, Modest Mouse, Nada Surf, Jimmy Eat World.
and it suddenly triggered back all the memories of me blasting GnR, Nirvana, Radiohead, Soundgarden and even HIM. All the old old stuff.
its funny, all that happened more than a year ago, maybe 14 months. Not too long ago, in fact.
I miss those days.
I miss sitting in a quiet empty studio with no one around.
Just me and the microphone.
sabby
class was good last night. well. 99 percent of it was. the remaining 1 percent saw me sniffling throughout Vicky’s lesson.
i had hoped that it would stop there. But it didn’t. I’ve finished half a bottle of cough syrup and my mind is in circles.
That would put me in a better mood to do homework. heh.
cough syrup + barley water + fishball soup + lot lot lot medicine
equals happy me.
sabby
i hate getting up early, showering in cold water to wake myself up, and then perspiring all over again while i’m doing homework.
how i wish i have the luxury of a fan right now.
sabby
i slept at 3 am yesterady after pouring through my new textbook.
and i woke up at 1 pm. One freakin pm!! i didn’t realised that it was already that time, cos i had decided t sleep in my dad’s room. air conditioning, proper bed and pillows, and comfy blankets. don’t blame me if i can’t get up.
so i woke up late, and in a bad mood, because i had woken up late. looks like i have to start on homework now, and i need to read a couple of things too before class.
and work starts in 3 hours.
sabby
i feel good today even though ym past few entries have been on the ugly side. just feeling a bit low. had a long talk with him last night and i tried to reason for something that was not worth even thinking about.
oh well, such is life. we have choices, and yet no choice.
today was a good day at work. I was incredibly tired. incredibly worn out. so i sat down. and did more thinking, except this time, it was fruitful thinking. i rewrote everthing i had learnt for the past few days, on paper. and man, was it tough. its hard to explain the simplest things, using the simplest words. why? cos i always try to make things complicated.
heh.
the next two days shall see me into my status of employee of the month. 12 hour work shifts beckon.
don’t worry sab.
